You’re feeling sad, you’re feeling lonely
But no one seems to care
Your father’s gone and your mother hits you
This pain you cannot bear.
Truly and honestly.
I can’t do anything to the T. A’s are almost out of the question. I don’t even believe this.
I have no encouragement, but I have a standard that I know I can’t meet. And even if I did meet my goal, Brownie can surpass any achievement I make. She is perfect. I left that fact alone, but it’s true and in my years of being her friend I will encounter this more. I will be hurt by this more.
I rank 25 in my class, out of 44.
Even though I’m doing good compared to regular high school students, I don’t go to school with regular high school students, I go to school with advanced, super smart geniuses and I don’t measure up. I’ll never measure up to Brownie — in more than just smarts.
can i disappear as of yesterday
#girlpower
Don’t even bother.
I’ve got low enough self esteem and here Lewis wants to walk into my life. He’s a real butthole. Why did he even bother? It’s cuz he feels like he has nothing to lose. I hope he doesnt think he hurt my feelings.
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